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How much worse does it get before it gets better?
This is such crap. Work is crazy, we're broke, and now we have to push back the wedding date AGAIN because of financial reasons. We just can't afford to have a strict budget AND have unexpected expenses and STILL save up for the entire wedding before October. There's just no way.
My grama had her third hip operation this morning, and I just talked to her, she's doing well, she's in no pain yet, but she's groggy. I hope I can still go home tomorrow, if I'm not able to I don't know what i'll do, i'll be so sad and upset. I got paid this morning, but my money is gone already, we still have bills out the wazoo, and Mark hasn't found another job yet so i'm trying to carry us until then. I don't know how much of this I can take before I eventually just snap. I wish I could pack up an overnight bag and stay at home for a few days. I'm off tomorrow through Sunday, I wish I could spend it at home. We're leaving tomorrow and comming back home saturday.
This is such crap. Work is crazy, we're broke, and now we have to push back the wedding date AGAIN because of financial reasons. We just can't afford to have a strict budget AND have unexpected expenses and STILL save up for the entire wedding before October. There's just no way.
My grama had her third hip operation this morning, and I just talked to her, she's doing well, she's in no pain yet, but she's groggy. I hope I can still go home tomorrow, if I'm not able to I don't know what i'll do, i'll be so sad and upset. I got paid this morning, but my money is gone already, we still have bills out the wazoo, and Mark hasn't found another job yet so i'm trying to carry us until then. I don't know how much of this I can take before I eventually just snap. I wish I could pack up an overnight bag and stay at home for a few days. I'm off tomorrow through Sunday, I wish I could spend it at home. We're leaving tomorrow and comming back home saturday.