Oct 15, 2009 22:49
I don't want to be a bother, but I feel like I'm the only one of my friends who isn't doing something great. All the older girls are in college and pursuing careers--Even Usagi-chan! As for Mamo-chan, he's going to be a doctor. Hotaru-chan isn't trying to be a huge success, but getting to be a sweet, normal girl is just the right step for her.
The thing is, I don't want to be "Pink Sugar" forever. I want to make something of myself and I don't want to be in Mama's shadow anymore. Usagi-chan is going to be queen! If she can become the most powerful person on Earth, who says I can't be great too? I mean, I have talent . . .
I wish I could talk to Mamo-chan, but he's been busy with work. I want to let Puu have some "alone" time before I start bugging her with all my problems again. Hotaru-chan and I talk, but then I don't want to give her anything to worry about. She's had so little go right in her life!
I suppose I could talk to Usagi-chan . . .
dreams,
private,
fears