Hmmmmm

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Just when you think you know someone they pull back and smack you right in the face. I mean lemme not say everyone just guys in general. I mean most guys tell you what they want you to believe and then behind your back they are doing the things you hate the most. For example, (and the reason im writing this entry) There's this guy ,who will remain nameless cuz i dont wanna be mean and put him out there, who told me he liked me back when i was talking to Danny and i told him that i liked Danny wanted things to work out you know blah blah blah. So, he tells me that he'll wait and blah blah blah. So, things dont work out with Danny and this guy calls a little more is a little more open with me you know cuz he's trying to move in on my cuz he says he likes me alot. Well, anyway yesterday i put this thing on myspace that tells you that if you fill out the questionaire correctly and honestly that it will tell you what your future is destined to be based on mathematical hypothesis and psychologists. So, danny fills it out and i find out that i'm his biggest crush=) thats cool considering how he was mine when i filled it out. So then a couple of other people fill it out and this guy that i'm talking bout that says he likes me and all that good stuff happens to fill it out too. Well he fills out two to be exact. On the one that he filled out first he put that i was his biggest crush BUT ,YES LADIES AND GENTLEMEN THERE IS A FUCKING BUT, what do u know low and behold he has a girlfriend by the name of Antonia very interesting if you ask me considering how he told me that he was single. So, then on the second one that he filled out i come to see that he doesn't have a g/f. Which leads me to believe that he filled out the first one then in the end where it says that it sends all the info to me he freaked out and filled it out again. Now he's probably going to come up with some bullshit story about how it was a joke and blah blah blah you know its like fuck get a life. I mean i hate liars i suppose its a good thing that i never really liked him in more then a friend kinda of way. Cause imagine i'm upset now imagine if i had liked him back they way he "supposedly" said he liked me i would have been livid i think i would have been seeing red right now. You know i was thinking about it and i truly do respect Danny. I mean he never ever lied to me and i'm so happy he didn't cuz that would have sucked big balls. Oh and now that i mention Danny we decided to not talk for a while and take a break its better that way. I've never been friends with someone i liked so its all new territory to me. I really did like Danny and at first when we stopped talking i swear i was going through withdrawals i would constantly look at my phone waiting to see that i had a text message cuz he always sent me texts now i dont even look at my phone. I guess you just learn to live with out things in life. Like remember when you were smaller and the world revolved around you or at least thats how your parents made you feel everything was so safe you know? But now that im not small anymore and things dont seem that safe its like all there are around here are liars. Somone lying to you to get the upperhand on the relationship that you have with them whether its a friendship or anything more. People SUCK ASS EXPECIALLY THE LIARS.

FUCK ALL THE LOSER MOTHERFUCKERS THAT THINK THEY CAN LIE TO A FEMALE ANY FEMALE AND NOT GET CAUGHT YOU ALL DESERVE TO HAVE YOUR DICKS CAUGHT OFF FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKING LYIGN BASTARDS. WORD OF ADVICE: WHEN YOU LIE TO SOMEONE THE PERSON WILL ALWAYS ALWAYS FIND OUT YOU CANT HIDE A LIE THEY ALWAYS COME OUT IN THE END.