insomnia and thoughtfulness
hey rise and shine !
and open up your eyes
to give this world some color
shine on diamond eyes.
the humming of my computer is lulling me. not to sleep though. its 4-30 in the morning,and im exhuasted,completely worn out from such a long day. i cant sleep though.i should be worried,but im not.my mind is clear for once in a long while. i had a good day. i had class,and delivered all day,i worked out and took a french test,and then delved into *strangers with candy* and midterms hardcore studying. i have my last exam tomorrow.i dont know if ill do so well,but ill give it my best shot. if i can remember the acronym BEADGCF ,that G flat has one sharp on the top line, and that b-c and e-f are natural half(whole?) steps ill be good. i cant even remember it enough to type it out....ha.my brain is tired from all the processing today,in a good way none the less. i mentioned something to sierra i havent said in a long time. she was happy for me,and i was happy for me too. im excited. the only thing troubling me is the big decision i have to be making within the next week or so. im nervous and have spent a lot of time weighing the possibilities and i hope i make the right decision. as soon as im confident im reminded by some conflicting force that i dont always know what im doing. thank you conflicting force for humbling me and showing me the alternate route. who knows,not me.
to everyone i ever hurt,i apoligize. sometimes im naive,but im working on it.
and open up your eyes
to give this world some color
shine on diamond eyes.
the humming of my computer is lulling me. not to sleep though. its 4-30 in the morning,and im exhuasted,completely worn out from such a long day. i cant sleep though.i should be worried,but im not.my mind is clear for once in a long while. i had a good day. i had class,and delivered all day,i worked out and took a french test,and then delved into *strangers with candy* and midterms hardcore studying. i have my last exam tomorrow.i dont know if ill do so well,but ill give it my best shot. if i can remember the acronym BEADGCF ,that G flat has one sharp on the top line, and that b-c and e-f are natural half(whole?) steps ill be good. i cant even remember it enough to type it out....ha.my brain is tired from all the processing today,in a good way none the less. i mentioned something to sierra i havent said in a long time. she was happy for me,and i was happy for me too. im excited. the only thing troubling me is the big decision i have to be making within the next week or so. im nervous and have spent a lot of time weighing the possibilities and i hope i make the right decision. as soon as im confident im reminded by some conflicting force that i dont always know what im doing. thank you conflicting force for humbling me and showing me the alternate route. who knows,not me.
to everyone i ever hurt,i apoligize. sometimes im naive,but im working on it.