some things are not meant to be
Tired. Just woke up from an hour long nap in the wellness lounge in school. I basically fell asleep on the massage bed the moment I lay down on it. Still have reports to check and churn out before tomorrow. Stomach's in a bad state since I've been constipated the past days.
Bad news came in today. The heartbeat of the little one stopped. I didn't know how to react except wonder if that was the cause of my uneasiness for the past few days. I didn't know how to console or what to say. Didn't want to question and tax the mother even more. Been wanting to burst out into crying fits at random times but its not possible to in the office. I feel the loss, so what more the mother herself. I just hope that she'll be fine. That she'll learn to take it and know that she now has a guardian angel watching over her. And I hope I'll know the right things to say when I see her again.
Bad news came in today. The heartbeat of the little one stopped. I didn't know how to react except wonder if that was the cause of my uneasiness for the past few days. I didn't know how to console or what to say. Didn't want to question and tax the mother even more. Been wanting to burst out into crying fits at random times but its not possible to in the office. I feel the loss, so what more the mother herself. I just hope that she'll be fine. That she'll learn to take it and know that she now has a guardian angel watching over her. And I hope I'll know the right things to say when I see her again.