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This feeling is killing me day by day :( I wanna sink it to the darkness but I can't :( How can a friend really make me worry much like this way :( The more I prevent myself from not thinking abt it, the more thoughts I have... I know it's so weird but it can't be helped... As she said, when u love, u realize u may have more and more love day after day, it's endless... however, when I have a thought, I think abt it again and again everyday, until I'm exhausted and I start to forget all :)) Thus, it's hopeless to refrain myself from not thinking abt ridiculous things surrounding me :)) Time will give a right answer for my choices.
Why can't a girl enjoy her own life by merely her own self? Why can't this girl live without any man???
I just wanna find a place to take a rest and feel free from all rules that they impose on a well-educated girl ~~ How annoying those people are!!!
@My dear dd: I love u friend :) I miss u badly :(( I wanna sms u many times to say that but I'm scared of ruining ur orders of life. I'm also afraid that one day I'll leave u behind like on that day since we don't have much time to share our emotions as much as in the past. Despite of forcing myself to understand ur circumstances, I impossibly prohibit myself from not assuming that I lost my precious position in ur life. I always wait for ur msg everyday even though I've just ended up a talk with u. I extremely love u, my dear friend >< As with Mai, u've got an essential status in my whole life that cannot be easily removed in any events. U guys are always intense regardless of how cold u guys appear :))
Why can't a girl enjoy her own life by merely her own self? Why can't this girl live without any man???
I just wanna find a place to take a rest and feel free from all rules that they impose on a well-educated girl ~~ How annoying those people are!!!
@My dear dd: I love u friend :) I miss u badly :(( I wanna sms u many times to say that but I'm scared of ruining ur orders of life. I'm also afraid that one day I'll leave u behind like on that day since we don't have much time to share our emotions as much as in the past. Despite of forcing myself to understand ur circumstances, I impossibly prohibit myself from not assuming that I lost my precious position in ur life. I always wait for ur msg everyday even though I've just ended up a talk with u. I extremely love u, my dear friend >< As with Mai, u've got an essential status in my whole life that cannot be easily removed in any events. U guys are always intense regardless of how cold u guys appear :))