take a look around , youve got nothing to lose.
I ....wonder.
Why?
Because people tend to change everyday in our lives & there is absolutely nothing we can do about it.
Why?
Because some fellows tend to be very immature & never think about the outcomes of their actions.
Why?
Because life does not mean that much to some fellows as much as it means to you.
Why?
Because we all have different heritages, nationalities & religions which makes us different.
Why?
Because the world we live in has a bunch of surprises & challanges for us.
Why?
Because life is a test & being lucky is a bonus in a long test we have.
Why?
Some questions just don't have answers.
I am boring so if you don't wanna be like "eeeek shut up" then I suggest you don't continue reading this entry.
lilttle things tend to annoy me more than anything else. I pretty much dislike noticing the small details in big situations because then I seem like I am a dq or a trouble maker or a bitch. But you know what?! I just fucking hate how people can be so rude and disgusting. How they could treat you like shit when they feel like it and give you a stupid simple answer as "I was in a bad mood" "I have my period" "Im probably PMSing" & without any apologizes, they act like everything is perfectly fine & back to normal the next day. In an any kind of relationship, you need to show some respect & show some effort. Nothing comes easy. Sure, some people might get it easy than others at some point but it all equals up in the end. I see it like running the 300. If you start in the back , you can cut in the lane 1 but if you start all the way in the front then you gotta stay in lane 4 5 or 6 untill your second lap. So in the end, both groups run the same amount of distance but from different places. That means, if you are one of those people who are getting it very easy right now with everythin in your life..such as grades & friends...then somewhere, you will be down and tumbling because bad things always bring good things. I honestly am very happy to be here & thinking about it. I achieved more than so many other kids my age. & I might not like my grades and stuff right now but I know it will all get better because I am capable of it.
Sorry about this bblahhing. lol actually , Im not sorry because fellows, it's my journal : ).