Wow...things never seem to go away.
The Strongest person you see all day...
May be the one who c.r.i.e.s. themselves to sleep at nite. :(
So im not perfect...even though i try so hard to be for my parents. None of the people I care about or who care about me say I'm not the cheerleading "type" or I should'nt do cheer because its too much stress. My dad said that if anything like last year happens this year I cant try out. I mean I try and not let it get to be me but I love cheer. Its like the biggest part of me. Yea okay so Im not the "ideal" cheerleader...I kinda have a rock n'roll soul but I mean thats because of my dad. I mean i could just go back to bein "Emo" again. I could go back to slitting my wrists and that shit. But the thing is I DONT WANT TO! I like who I am. I just wanna be who I am and not what people say I am. I dont know how im going to live with out cheer next year because Im sure something will end up happening and my Dad will get all pissed and kill Mrs.Brown and then I REALLY wont be doing cheer. This is so gay and its all Amanda Respondeks fault is she had just not quit. Oh and Andrea my jv coach is the part of the problem too she let her back on! I hope we have a great year! Its going to be awesomely bad! Fuck this shit!
May be the one who c.r.i.e.s. themselves to sleep at nite. :(
So im not perfect...even though i try so hard to be for my parents. None of the people I care about or who care about me say I'm not the cheerleading "type" or I should'nt do cheer because its too much stress. My dad said that if anything like last year happens this year I cant try out. I mean I try and not let it get to be me but I love cheer. Its like the biggest part of me. Yea okay so Im not the "ideal" cheerleader...I kinda have a rock n'roll soul but I mean thats because of my dad. I mean i could just go back to bein "Emo" again. I could go back to slitting my wrists and that shit. But the thing is I DONT WANT TO! I like who I am. I just wanna be who I am and not what people say I am. I dont know how im going to live with out cheer next year because Im sure something will end up happening and my Dad will get all pissed and kill Mrs.Brown and then I REALLY wont be doing cheer. This is so gay and its all Amanda Respondeks fault is she had just not quit. Oh and Andrea my jv coach is the part of the problem too she let her back on! I hope we have a great year! Its going to be awesomely bad! Fuck this shit!