Coffee anyone ?
Well I am just sitting here sipping my coffee trying like hell to wake up since I need to leave for work here in a little bit.
My life has turned into pure .. I dunno rubbish isnt quite the word but you get the hint right.
Really at a low point trying to pull myself out, trying to plan everything in my head. Hell I don't even know if they will let me out of the lease here since I did sign too.
Not really wanting to go to work everything fucking hurts don't ask.. lol
I actually slept really good last night managed to get 9 hrs.. but still feel tired as hell for some reason..
I've been wanting to have a bit of a sit down with mom but shes pretty much avoided me like the plague, or been around greg .. and honestly greg doesnt need to get drug into this shit between me and her. Not his fault.
Call me crazy but I refuse for the most part to eat their food, which sorrta pisses me off cause really all I have is a frozen sammich and spagettie o's, well and of course fast food yay. So havent been eating to well the last few days lol .. meh oh well I suppose its my own fault for being er .. prideful isnt a word is it ?
I'm at the stage of the game where I am slowly building a wall around myself.. and am even more sure of the fact I don't need anyone .. I don't need family, I don't need friends.. cause always in the long run someone fucks you over hardcore, and its usually the person ya love the most who does it and it reallly fuckin hurts.
Whatever.. I need to get ready for work .
My life has turned into pure .. I dunno rubbish isnt quite the word but you get the hint right.
Really at a low point trying to pull myself out, trying to plan everything in my head. Hell I don't even know if they will let me out of the lease here since I did sign too.
Not really wanting to go to work everything fucking hurts don't ask.. lol
I actually slept really good last night managed to get 9 hrs.. but still feel tired as hell for some reason..
I've been wanting to have a bit of a sit down with mom but shes pretty much avoided me like the plague, or been around greg .. and honestly greg doesnt need to get drug into this shit between me and her. Not his fault.
Call me crazy but I refuse for the most part to eat their food, which sorrta pisses me off cause really all I have is a frozen sammich and spagettie o's, well and of course fast food yay. So havent been eating to well the last few days lol .. meh oh well I suppose its my own fault for being er .. prideful isnt a word is it ?
I'm at the stage of the game where I am slowly building a wall around myself.. and am even more sure of the fact I don't need anyone .. I don't need family, I don't need friends.. cause always in the long run someone fucks you over hardcore, and its usually the person ya love the most who does it and it reallly fuckin hurts.
Whatever.. I need to get ready for work .