I feel like a little worm....
On a big fuckin hook..
I dont want to go to work this weekend..
I am so worn out... this week.. has had good moments but more bad then anything.. I mean I enjoyed going to the frist.. and seeing all the artwork.. makes me really want to get back to mine.. expand my horizons of art I think I have potention I havent yet found/tapped. Maybe when I get paid I can purchase some half way decient equipment to paint with.
I have so much shit to do its retarded.. I havent done laundery in god knows how long.. and tonight was the first night in weeks I've actually cooked a dinner. I forgot how good home cooked food is .. but how big of a fuckin mess it is.
I really need to get the apt cleaned.. next week after I recover.. from this week and this weekend of work.. I havent been sleeping for shit lately, and Krista has been waking my ass up early almost every fuckin morning since she gets up at the god damn crack of dawn, and its like she swallowed an entire fuckin bottle of yellow jackets .. bouncing off the fuckin walls..
After three hours sleep.. its not a pretty thing.
I'm about to try to lay down on the couch and get some sleep I have to take Krista to the airport at 1pm .. and then get home and try to actually get some good sleep in my bed... before work.. I might stop at the store and buy me a new book to read at work to try to stay awake. My back has been killing me .. along with everything fuckin else..
And I really need to do laundery next week.. I need to start to get my shit together cause I'll be having surgery in the next 2 weeks.. and I dont want to wait to the last min to make sure I have my fav PJ's clean and all my shit in order.
I still feel crushed and broken hearted.. probably will for a long time.. dont really feel like talkin bout it.. but I know I feel like shit and just wish I could sleep a very very long time..
well I'm off to watch the crow and hopefully sleep..
I dont want to go to work this weekend..
I am so worn out... this week.. has had good moments but more bad then anything.. I mean I enjoyed going to the frist.. and seeing all the artwork.. makes me really want to get back to mine.. expand my horizons of art I think I have potention I havent yet found/tapped. Maybe when I get paid I can purchase some half way decient equipment to paint with.
I have so much shit to do its retarded.. I havent done laundery in god knows how long.. and tonight was the first night in weeks I've actually cooked a dinner. I forgot how good home cooked food is .. but how big of a fuckin mess it is.
I really need to get the apt cleaned.. next week after I recover.. from this week and this weekend of work.. I havent been sleeping for shit lately, and Krista has been waking my ass up early almost every fuckin morning since she gets up at the god damn crack of dawn, and its like she swallowed an entire fuckin bottle of yellow jackets .. bouncing off the fuckin walls..
After three hours sleep.. its not a pretty thing.
I'm about to try to lay down on the couch and get some sleep I have to take Krista to the airport at 1pm .. and then get home and try to actually get some good sleep in my bed... before work.. I might stop at the store and buy me a new book to read at work to try to stay awake. My back has been killing me .. along with everything fuckin else..
And I really need to do laundery next week.. I need to start to get my shit together cause I'll be having surgery in the next 2 weeks.. and I dont want to wait to the last min to make sure I have my fav PJ's clean and all my shit in order.
I still feel crushed and broken hearted.. probably will for a long time.. dont really feel like talkin bout it.. but I know I feel like shit and just wish I could sleep a very very long time..
well I'm off to watch the crow and hopefully sleep..