Fuckin Twart waffles man
OK .. so
I got some sleep last night.. my sleep schedual is soooo fucked up as I have stated .. knock on wood I havent had any horrid headaches.. just my back hurts a tad..
I got a job.. so I'll have money to pay to all my collectors and my mom .. and then have nodda left.. haha the joys of being an adult.. maybe in a couple months I can have all my shit paid of for the most part and actually get to keep some of my money.
I need to do something.. moms on a kick to loose weight .. sha like she needs it .. shes 5'7 and like 140 .. shes not fat but got the kick ass curves.. so fuck I mean why screw with perfection but whatever makes her feel better as long as she doesnt become fuckin anorexic or something..
There is this girl on myspace I am thinking about writing a note to shes friends to several people I know and I met her once or twice at assulyms goth night .. she is curvey and gorgeous.. has a fuckin hellvah sence of style as far as makeup and hair she can do wonders with it .. shes licensed in all the shit to .. I was thinking about asking her if maybe we could hang out sometime and she could teach me to do my makeup and hair better.. maybe start doing yoga again .. and watching what I eat better. I am also thinking about bleaching my hair out white.. whacha all think about that ?
I need to get out and do something fun
I was thinking about going to see angiekins and all the people who flock to her house .. maybe go get Rando since.. I talk to him now almost on a daily basis..
Randy .. yah I havent ever really written anything about him .. its an odd thing ..
Randy is a sweet kid.. I've known him since I was 16 only met him once tho .. he was the friend of a sorrta friend of a friend.. to the people in Murfreesboro/Smyrna I use to hang with .. I met him once over at this guy Ians house.. that my boyfriend at the time was friends with .. I was friends with Ian to untill he turned into a fuckin psyco and threated to choke me at a concert. Drama there.. Randy is awesome he's sweet and has pretty good taste in music and the poor kid just keeps getting shit on .. I've like him along time.. since I first saw him when I was 16 but everytime I use to bring up shit about us getting together he just said he never wanted to be in a relationship... well then a couple years ago .. he got into a couple and ended up really fucked up one thing after another.. he almost lost me as a friend because he lied to me once.. and he paid for it .. I didnt talk to him for fuckin months.. even tho he called me crying and shit. I talked to him even when he was in the nut house.. and he's got .. issues.. *I always pick the ones with issues* but I understand what he goes through .. and he's really been there for me lately .. I mean he has always been there for me but lately alot.. and he admitted to me .. he kicked himself in the ass over not ever askin me out but he just didnt know if it would work because he lives a ways away in Murfreesboro.. and its like a 40-50 min drive for me.. and he doesnt have a car.. or job.. but the kid trys I know he does.
I dunno
long story I guess
I need to go out and do something tho
and start trying to feel better.
I got some shit accomplished today .. cleaned the fridge out and go the garbage together ..
Mom needs to go to the doc today and her get blood levels checked..
so .. maybe we'll go grocery shopping and get some stuff we need..
I got some sleep last night.. my sleep schedual is soooo fucked up as I have stated .. knock on wood I havent had any horrid headaches.. just my back hurts a tad..
I got a job.. so I'll have money to pay to all my collectors and my mom .. and then have nodda left.. haha the joys of being an adult.. maybe in a couple months I can have all my shit paid of for the most part and actually get to keep some of my money.
I need to do something.. moms on a kick to loose weight .. sha like she needs it .. shes 5'7 and like 140 .. shes not fat but got the kick ass curves.. so fuck I mean why screw with perfection but whatever makes her feel better as long as she doesnt become fuckin anorexic or something..
There is this girl on myspace I am thinking about writing a note to shes friends to several people I know and I met her once or twice at assulyms goth night .. she is curvey and gorgeous.. has a fuckin hellvah sence of style as far as makeup and hair she can do wonders with it .. shes licensed in all the shit to .. I was thinking about asking her if maybe we could hang out sometime and she could teach me to do my makeup and hair better.. maybe start doing yoga again .. and watching what I eat better. I am also thinking about bleaching my hair out white.. whacha all think about that ?
I need to get out and do something fun
I was thinking about going to see angiekins and all the people who flock to her house .. maybe go get Rando since.. I talk to him now almost on a daily basis..
Randy .. yah I havent ever really written anything about him .. its an odd thing ..
Randy is a sweet kid.. I've known him since I was 16 only met him once tho .. he was the friend of a sorrta friend of a friend.. to the people in Murfreesboro/Smyrna I use to hang with .. I met him once over at this guy Ians house.. that my boyfriend at the time was friends with .. I was friends with Ian to untill he turned into a fuckin psyco and threated to choke me at a concert. Drama there.. Randy is awesome he's sweet and has pretty good taste in music and the poor kid just keeps getting shit on .. I've like him along time.. since I first saw him when I was 16 but everytime I use to bring up shit about us getting together he just said he never wanted to be in a relationship... well then a couple years ago .. he got into a couple and ended up really fucked up one thing after another.. he almost lost me as a friend because he lied to me once.. and he paid for it .. I didnt talk to him for fuckin months.. even tho he called me crying and shit. I talked to him even when he was in the nut house.. and he's got .. issues.. *I always pick the ones with issues* but I understand what he goes through .. and he's really been there for me lately .. I mean he has always been there for me but lately alot.. and he admitted to me .. he kicked himself in the ass over not ever askin me out but he just didnt know if it would work because he lives a ways away in Murfreesboro.. and its like a 40-50 min drive for me.. and he doesnt have a car.. or job.. but the kid trys I know he does.
I dunno
long story I guess
I need to go out and do something tho
and start trying to feel better.
I got some shit accomplished today .. cleaned the fridge out and go the garbage together ..
Mom needs to go to the doc today and her get blood levels checked..
so .. maybe we'll go grocery shopping and get some stuff we need..