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Tonight I drove past Mikey's house at three in the morning. Bright light was pouring out of every single room so I slowed down and looked in. I remembered so many things. That kid was my first best friend from Rocky River schools. Intermediate school. We both loved Nintendo, Pokemon, Neopets, Crazy Bones, yo yos, hanging out in the mall food court, library and basement of Sam Goody EVERY DAY and making crafts to sell at school fairs. I stopped being his friend the summer before we went to middle school because to be quite honest I was kind of an asshole kid plus everyone always thought he was my boyfriend but I never had those types of feelings for him ever. He was like Matt. Also I think that was when I really getting into Punk and he thought I was weird. We haven't really said much to each other since Middle School so I can't say I miss him, I would be lying if I did. I just miss having a best friend whose house I could get to through by cutting through two backyards. Someone who wanted to play video games and eat Aunties Annes pretzel with gross goo cheese and slush puppies. and play with dogs with me and to go trick or treating with...maybe not trick or treating...but ah I don't know. Mikey. so weird?
My heart feels like peach pit after this day. Maybe not so much my heart but my brain. Worked suckkkkkked ugh 23 hrs of webers in the past two days, 20 to go for the next two days. Pay day couldn't come sooner.
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My heart feels like peach pit after this day. Maybe not so much my heart but my brain. Worked suckkkkkked ugh 23 hrs of webers in the past two days, 20 to go for the next two days. Pay day couldn't come sooner.
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