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I just deleted every myspace comment i ever left nick
on second thought it seems like of immature and dramatic
but i just want to erase our relationship from my life
tonight made me realize what series of bullshit lies and feelings of inadequacy and betrayal i constantly felt.
you would think after we breakup this would stop
but he still lies
he's done some totally scummy things towards me since we brokeup and now he is seeing someone else and still saying inappropriate things to me and how is that fair to her??
it reminds me of what he did to me when we started dating.
i don't care if this is public it's fucking true and i'm sick of being made out as the bad guy in this situation just to save face for him.
i'm not even angry anymore but more...amazed?
he literally denied sending me certain texts he sent last night, and then after i forwarded them back to him he tried to twist them around.
he twists everything around and is so dishonest.
i cannot deal with him anymore.
all i ever want is to be friends with my ex's but i've come to realize that i don't need a friend like this.
on second thought it seems like of immature and dramatic
but i just want to erase our relationship from my life
tonight made me realize what series of bullshit lies and feelings of inadequacy and betrayal i constantly felt.
you would think after we breakup this would stop
but he still lies
he's done some totally scummy things towards me since we brokeup and now he is seeing someone else and still saying inappropriate things to me and how is that fair to her??
it reminds me of what he did to me when we started dating.
i don't care if this is public it's fucking true and i'm sick of being made out as the bad guy in this situation just to save face for him.
i'm not even angry anymore but more...amazed?
he literally denied sending me certain texts he sent last night, and then after i forwarded them back to him he tried to twist them around.
he twists everything around and is so dishonest.
i cannot deal with him anymore.
all i ever want is to be friends with my ex's but i've come to realize that i don't need a friend like this.