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i'm at that defeating moment of maturity when you realize your parents were right,
about so many things
along the way
like not to pick at scabs, especially on your face cause they will become big craterous scars
yeah like that time i tore off my biggest chicken pox scab in the communion line during grade school PSR to gross some boy out who was bugging me
i have an impression now,
right above my right brow
you can see it if you look close enough, kind of looks like someone pressed a soda straw there for thirty seconds and then pulled away
tonight just feels weird
i've been burning alot of bridges lately is all, i'm not ashamed to admit i am wrong.
i always start these entries with such valiant ideas to finish them but now i'm tired and just want to lay in bed and not think about things
i need to stop acting like a child.
there is no excuse.
i realize i've got to change and i will
with this pot of coffee, i will
about so many things
along the way
like not to pick at scabs, especially on your face cause they will become big craterous scars
yeah like that time i tore off my biggest chicken pox scab in the communion line during grade school PSR to gross some boy out who was bugging me
i have an impression now,
right above my right brow
you can see it if you look close enough, kind of looks like someone pressed a soda straw there for thirty seconds and then pulled away
tonight just feels weird
i've been burning alot of bridges lately is all, i'm not ashamed to admit i am wrong.
i always start these entries with such valiant ideas to finish them but now i'm tired and just want to lay in bed and not think about things
i need to stop acting like a child.
there is no excuse.
i realize i've got to change and i will
with this pot of coffee, i will