Jun 12, 2006 18:36
"I need you here face to face, eye to eye, whisper to whisper...i love you so much koukla mou! I want to share everything with you. I love you so much my soul hurts."
HMMM i cant even think of anything anymore at the moment. All the countless most amazing things you have ever heard. I honestly dont know what has happened with us...but im just speechless with how how how HOW much i am so in love with Yiwrgos Roussos its unbelievable. Like, i have no words anymore to even begin to describe the feelings i have when i think about all the unforgettable things we've been through together. I never really wanted to always make posts about me and him, because i dont feel it is necessary for people to be in my personal business. Yeah people know we love each other ahahah but really to the extent it goes, no one can even really understand, and i dont expect people to.
People can say what they want about you. Let them talk, becuase you can't hear it and you shouldn't even listen. I know that people might be cynical about this relationship. Even my mom is telling me to be careful. I know that Yiwrgo and I don't have such a wonderful past, but people change. I think that whole-heartidly that if you wanted to you change you could. Im not saying i have changed him, or us...but you can definetly change for yourself. And i think Yiwrgo changed because he wanted too. And i would say we are pretty happy. Except for the few miles in between us that might damper the passion just a tad....
Anyway. This entry was pointless, i know.
I wish i didn't have so many tests to worry about these last two weeks. Tomorrow is that last day of classes and being that its like 60 degrees outside i am not in that "last day of school" mode. Whatev. and not to mention ALL THE HOMEWORK That my crack head teachers are still giving us.
Im not sure if going to greece the whole summer is such a good idea. I am thinking about changing my flight back to come home earlier. As crazy as that might sound for Anna. But...if i do go to college in greece that means i have one more year here. And i do love my mama. and i will miss her sooo bad. I dont know what i am going ot do with out her. And Angela, Alyssa and Nicholas. I want to be here at least spending so much time with them before they grow up. I know that i am selfish when i leave for so long but its becuase of circumstances its hard to not go for such long periods of time. With George in the army now, i can come home early and not be sad, because im not going to be with him that much anyway. What im mostly excited about is relaxing. And reading by the ocean. Thats my total happiness. Well im off. My work is done here for the day's thoughts.
LOVE!
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