But then you came and all the shadows flew away.
So i haven't had an entry in awhile.
I havent been busy or anything. Im just extremely lazy. I guess you can say i have been busy with school but there is tons of things i should be doing more, like cleaning, getting involved but for some reason im drained every day of my life. Ive only got one thing on my mind, which im sure everyone knows what...and although its all i think about, it doesnt necesarily stop me from doing things im supposed to be doing. It just makes me a lot slower and want to just relax and forget about it.
Reading love poems for A.P or trying to concentrate is extremely hard when your mind is in another place. Im not sad. Im just lonely. Im not looking for anyone. I just want to wake up and smile to know that im looking foward to seeing someone amazing. Ok...and i guess you can throw in a little depressed. Its ok though. I can handle it. I always have before. This year has been the hardest though. Everything has changed, and its like my life is completely different. Im not even the same person anymore.
one month went by real fast. And for this i am happy.
I hope that if all my plans fall through (which they probably wont!) but i can always keep my fingers crossed that i have that slight chance of leaving for winter vacation for 10 days. That would be delicious huh?
Well i guess im out for now. Homework is a calling.
xoxo
I havent been busy or anything. Im just extremely lazy. I guess you can say i have been busy with school but there is tons of things i should be doing more, like cleaning, getting involved but for some reason im drained every day of my life. Ive only got one thing on my mind, which im sure everyone knows what...and although its all i think about, it doesnt necesarily stop me from doing things im supposed to be doing. It just makes me a lot slower and want to just relax and forget about it.
Reading love poems for A.P or trying to concentrate is extremely hard when your mind is in another place. Im not sad. Im just lonely. Im not looking for anyone. I just want to wake up and smile to know that im looking foward to seeing someone amazing. Ok...and i guess you can throw in a little depressed. Its ok though. I can handle it. I always have before. This year has been the hardest though. Everything has changed, and its like my life is completely different. Im not even the same person anymore.
one month went by real fast. And for this i am happy.
I hope that if all my plans fall through (which they probably wont!) but i can always keep my fingers crossed that i have that slight chance of leaving for winter vacation for 10 days. That would be delicious huh?
Well i guess im out for now. Homework is a calling.
xoxo