just stop
i feel so bad right now. i cant even come home for about 5 min. before i get into a fight with my mom. im so tired of this shit. i never can just be happy with anythin. i think the only time im ever happy is with sarah and doesnt even last. my mom doesnt even want me to be me. she doesnt know what to even talk to be about all she knows is to yell at me. she yells at me for what im wearing or for not pickin up my clothes or puttin my stuff on her tables. she cant even fuckin talk to me about anything i like with out thinking thats gross or horrible. im never happy at my house. i cant even fuckin stop crying. i feel so shitty. i dont want to be here i dont want to see her or tslk to her or even be neer her. i want everythin to just stop. i cant take it anymore. im never good enough for her. i cant be want she wants i can only be who i am. and she doesnt even want that. i just hate this so much. why cant i stop fuckin crying...