i stayed home 2day
i didnt go to school 2day i just didnt feel like i could take it. the last 2 days have just been really really shitty! sarah and me arent talkin at all. we got in to a fight. she hasnt called me i dont know what to do. i guess i just have to wait and see whats goin to happen. it jsut seems like everythin is just goin wrong and i dont really have any1 i can tlak to about it. then yesterday in 4th thats my civics class we were doin this thing where we were put in groups of 5 and we had to make political parties. we had to make a name, mascot, and the talk about issues about the war and schools and taxes. when we were tlakin about the war one of the issues was gays in the military and there was this guy who was saying "i dont htink gay should be in there those fags shouldnt even be in the US. i hate fags" he was just goin on and on. i was gettin so made. i felt my self get really hot and i was about to cry i was so mad! and i said "im gay and that really offends me" and he said "well thats great your gay but they shouldnt they just go hit on all the guys everytime they they run in shorts." i was just so mad i couldnt even talk cause i was shocked that he was really sayin shit liek that before. cause i mean ive been hated for being gay but no1 has said it to my face except for the 1 or 2 times ive walked down the hall and some yelled fag but i can say shit back to the and theyll shut the fuck up or people will jsut stop being my friend. but no1 has ever said it like that in my face to where they really ment it. shits just been goin bad i guess...