The First Taste.
I lie in an early bed, thinking late thoughts
Waiting for the black to replace my blue
I do not struggle in your web because it was my aim to get caught
But daddy longlegs, I feel that Im finally growing weary
Of waiting to be consumed by you
Give me the first taste, let it begin heaven cannot wait
Forever
Darling, just start the chase - Ill let you win but you must
Make the endeavor
Oh, your love give me a heart contusion
Adagio breezes fill my skin with sudden red
Your hungry flirt borders intrusion
Im building memories on things we have not said
Full is not heavy as empty, not nearly my love, not nearly my love, not
Nearly
Give me the first taste, let it begin heaven cannot wait
Forever
Darling, just start the chase - Ill let you win, but you must
Make the endeavor
Fiona Apple - The First Taste.
i have this song on repeat today, beautiful, dreamy...and alluring. the sun is shining brightly outside my window
as i write this here. i have been lying outside reading in the sunshine this afternoon. this morning i ventured to the gym with a friend.
i spent monday evening with that boy i wrote about previously.. and he is everything and more. i am truly happy. yet a little scared,
it seems quite well, far too good to be true. i feel hesitant, a bit vulnerable to express my happiness and care for him in words yet. i hope he can see
how i feel when he looks in my eyes. please. what he says to me, it makes me feel right.
sitting upon his doona sheets, cross legged, looking at one another,
studying each others faces, until one of us leans in and kisses the other. i felt like i was in a dream. why does someone want to stroke my cheekbones? lightly let their fingers tips tickle as they trace my long limbs?
wake when i do at 4am and brush my messy hair from my face and gently kiss me?
i'm so scared this wont last. (but i always am ??? ) but oh gosh, it feels ever so good. the words. the moments. these feelings.
are blissfully adored by me.
these are beatufiul, i hope you like them too.
( i think this girl is beautiful., i cannot remeber where i found this image. but i want a nice knitted hat like hers. she is beautiful like a doll. he reyes are enchanting.
even though she has bad media converage at the moment , i still think she is insaley gorgeous!
