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I want it all to stop. I want everyone who hates me to come and tell me that to my face. I want...to stop being so selfish. And most of all, I want people to care. I'm tired of being everyone's "personal diary". If you can tell me all your problems, why can't I tell you yours? Of my friends, I'm feeling loved by a total of...3.
There are 2 of you who I am very annoyed with because they have been more than totally self-invloved recently. It's been hell to have to even talk to them. Why don't you two get together with Mikahl while you're up in Santa Fe for the poetry slam and tell her what a slut you think I am? Go ahead, do it. I don't care.
There is one of you who I want to thank...a lot. You have shown me something that I never would have seen otherwise. You have taught me to..get over it, but not in a bad way. I hope you feel better, just know that I love you.
And then there's my boy. Who I am so annoyed with. If I've been ignoring him, it's only because 1) he's insanely and ridiculously jealous of my guy friends and 2) he is always begging for my attention by tickling me. If he could read this, I know he'd be hurt, but I really don't think this is gunna be a real long relationship. He's just too...I don't know...but it's not right. I'm not feeling the connection. Ah, whatever, I'll see what happens.
Thank you to: Becca for being there, Win for talking to me, Hanna for calling, Stepffers for listening, Joaquin for reminding me, and Brandon for loving me. I'm really lucky to know you all, thank you so so much! I love each and every one of you.
There are 2 of you who I am very annoyed with because they have been more than totally self-invloved recently. It's been hell to have to even talk to them. Why don't you two get together with Mikahl while you're up in Santa Fe for the poetry slam and tell her what a slut you think I am? Go ahead, do it. I don't care.
There is one of you who I want to thank...a lot. You have shown me something that I never would have seen otherwise. You have taught me to..get over it, but not in a bad way. I hope you feel better, just know that I love you.
And then there's my boy. Who I am so annoyed with. If I've been ignoring him, it's only because 1) he's insanely and ridiculously jealous of my guy friends and 2) he is always begging for my attention by tickling me. If he could read this, I know he'd be hurt, but I really don't think this is gunna be a real long relationship. He's just too...I don't know...but it's not right. I'm not feeling the connection. Ah, whatever, I'll see what happens.
Thank you to: Becca for being there, Win for talking to me, Hanna for calling, Stepffers for listening, Joaquin for reminding me, and Brandon for loving me. I'm really lucky to know you all, thank you so so much! I love each and every one of you.