Mar 19, 2006 13:39
Alright so I have grown up more than I thought. Exp with the whole guy thing. I mean I am here at York and having a great time but something isn't right. I think it is time for me to stop with the guys and worry about school, family, and friends. I can't do it anymore. I have to get over all the guys in my past. I am scared to love again and can not trust guys as much anymore [partly cause of Rob and college]. I just need to get through college and if I do find a guy I have to find an older one that knows what he wants to do with his life and stuff like that. College, family, and friends are my #1[s]. That's just how it has to be right now.
So next weekend Lucy and I are probably going to BU [not diffident yet] to see Emi! It will be a lot of fun...exp Lucy and I road tripping. haha. So Friday I am getting picked up [hopefully] and going home. Than waiting for Lucy to get out of school and leaving. Than we will get up that at like 8 or so what ever, hang out all day sat and go home Sunday sometime early. Than I get a ride back to school. Talk about a long weekend.
The next weekend Matthew and I are going to my Aunt's to go to SFGA[Six Flags Great Adventure]. It's opening weekend. It should be fun.
So anyway I have to get ready to go back to school. Wow I have a lot on my mind and I can't talk about some of it. =( But anyway maybe if I can I will write more later.
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