what I am thinking...
College is stupid. Why are all college guys horney and just want to hook up with girls...where is the respect. Girls why don't you have respect for yourselves...why go out and get trashed and have some horney guy hit on your and you not remember and you do something with them....
I am not saying this is the case for all girls but most of them. I mean yeah I go out and drink and flirt a little but I don't get so drunk that I go get in bed with a guy. To be honest I am not going to drink as much as I do anymore, and I don't drink that much. I don't like how I am when I am drunk. I will MAYBE if I know who is there and trust them. A beer or two works for me. Or Beer pong till I know when to stop or I lose haha j/k. But why is it that everyone goes and has sex now... For me it's no sex till I am married. I was talking to my Aunt about it [well really telling here how I felt] in the car on the way to her house last weekend. I was telling her how I don't want to have sex till I am married, she asked but what if you fine 'the one', and I said I probably wouldn't. I want it to be special and I also want that white dress on my wedding day to mean what it is suppose to mean. It is part of my religion, I am not ready to do it, and I am scared. I will be honest. Are there any guys out there who truly respect that? I mean don't get me wrong just cause I don't have sex does not mean I don't do other stuff. But I won't go and do stuff with anyone. I want to be dating that person for a while. I liked Dan [from the summer]. He was very respectful. We talked, hung out, had fun, and we liked each other, we both new it and told each other. We didn't kiss till i think the day or the day before we started going out and we were talking and hanging out for a while before. We only went of for two weeks and I was away for one of them but it was great knowing he was not pushing to have sex or to do anything for that matter. Well really all my exs but one didn't push me to do anything. My last one was always pushing me to have sex. I don't know why I went out with him. It was the whose relationship of my life. I am not going to give my heart away for a while. The last time I did I got hurt more than I thought. He showed me very very little emotion.
well I just did my hair and listened to music and don't feel like writing anymore right now...sorry.
Dear Fielders
I will be home Saturday afternoon till Monday morning!
Love,
Callie
I am not saying this is the case for all girls but most of them. I mean yeah I go out and drink and flirt a little but I don't get so drunk that I go get in bed with a guy. To be honest I am not going to drink as much as I do anymore, and I don't drink that much. I don't like how I am when I am drunk. I will MAYBE if I know who is there and trust them. A beer or two works for me. Or Beer pong till I know when to stop or I lose haha j/k. But why is it that everyone goes and has sex now... For me it's no sex till I am married. I was talking to my Aunt about it [well really telling here how I felt] in the car on the way to her house last weekend. I was telling her how I don't want to have sex till I am married, she asked but what if you fine 'the one', and I said I probably wouldn't. I want it to be special and I also want that white dress on my wedding day to mean what it is suppose to mean. It is part of my religion, I am not ready to do it, and I am scared. I will be honest. Are there any guys out there who truly respect that? I mean don't get me wrong just cause I don't have sex does not mean I don't do other stuff. But I won't go and do stuff with anyone. I want to be dating that person for a while. I liked Dan [from the summer]. He was very respectful. We talked, hung out, had fun, and we liked each other, we both new it and told each other. We didn't kiss till i think the day or the day before we started going out and we were talking and hanging out for a while before. We only went of for two weeks and I was away for one of them but it was great knowing he was not pushing to have sex or to do anything for that matter. Well really all my exs but one didn't push me to do anything. My last one was always pushing me to have sex. I don't know why I went out with him. It was the whose relationship of my life. I am not going to give my heart away for a while. The last time I did I got hurt more than I thought. He showed me very very little emotion.
well I just did my hair and listened to music and don't feel like writing anymore right now...sorry.
Dear Fielders
I will be home Saturday afternoon till Monday morning!
Love,
Callie