My life....
Why can't I have it? Those friends that go to parties that have fun. Am I not 'cool' enough to hang out with them? I can't even find friends at school to constantly hang out with. It sucks. It hurts. I hate being hurt and getting hurt over and over. It's not just guys that I have liked/dated; it has also been other people in my life. Like I use to
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I used to hate Valentine's day too, this year was the first let me stress FIRST, valentine's day where everything seeemed to work out.
It's difficult to accept a lame holiday like this because I think Valentine's day should be every day. Everyone you love and that loves you should tell you on a daily basis, not one day a year. That's effed up.
Furthermore, I love you.
And! Don't worry about the friends thing, normally you realized after all is said and done, every friend you've made is somewhat fake in the end. I know I'm not always here for you, but I try to be cause I do love hanging out with you, and I love talking to you and helping you and letting you help me with things.
I don't think friends has anything to do with the people you surround yourself with rather those you surround your heart with instead.
Because even though we don't hang out, I still think about you on a day to day basis. I wonder how you're doing, how you're classes are going, and what boy you're into now.
That to me is more of a friend than anyone you could hang out with, who really doesn't care too much, and is more concerned with what slutty outfit they'll wear this friday to some party or next friday to a different party and they are more concerned with how much alcohol they can consume, what guys they can get to look at them, and how many they can hook up with by the end of the night.
Thank you slutty college whore bags who are really not friends at all.
They. mean. nothing. to. you.
Because you, are wonderful my dear. And that's why I love you so.
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