Shows You How Girls Can Be
So what do you call someone that you think you might like while you have a boyfriend? That's what has happened to me, not sure how because normally I can resist this kind of thing. I'm not out there looking for a new guy, I never even thought this kind of thing would take place, or didn't want it to. I don't even know this guy, in fact I'm not even sure that I want to know this guy. He is just there and I don't know what to think about it.I have a great boyfriend,yet I still feel like this. Is this just some kind of trick to make me a bad girlfriend, cause that's what I feel like. I've never really thought about other people until these past few weeks. This is why I make decisions, and the one that I tried to make failed when I got a boyfriend. I didn't want to come to college with a boyfriend, but in the end I did. Why, because I make bad decisions. I said yes, even though i wanted to say no.Does that make me a bad person? Probably not, but I feel like one right about now.I wanted to go to college and be able to meet people. Have I done that? NO!!! All I do is end up going home on the weekend when I don't work to see him. Is this what I planned? No!Is this a consequence of my decision? Yes!All of this has just been circling around in my brain all day so i thought I might just jot it down.