Odd Call...
Well I just got off the phone with my brother, which is really odd because we never talk on the phone. Most of the time i see him at my parents house when i go down to visit. We'll have a little chat about meaningless stuff, because that's what our conversations consist of ever since i moved out and he got engaged. But today was different, because he seemed genuinely worried about the choices he thinks i might make for myself. He was asking me about school and telling me that he know's i can do it, and that i can do better then what i have been. He also started to say stuff about how i need to be making good choices in life and that if i didn't, basically i would end up like him and my sister and start at the bottom after life comes crashing down on me. That i need to surround myself with people who are going to lift me up rather than bring me down with them. He also wanted to point out to me that he stopped smoking, which he did a lot, he stopped drinking, and that he stopped smoking weed ever since i saw his bong.
I'm supposed to call him back after i get off work. I really want to, but then again i don't. I'll end up spilling my guts about everything that's happened to me in the past year. Which really is nothing bad. Yeah i've been going drinking lately, but i'm not the one drinking, i'm the one carrying my best friend out because she can't even stand up. He'll ask me about the guys i've seen or am seeing. He'll tell me his opinion about them just from what he's hearing me say, and what's funny is he'll be right. He'll tell me they're not good enough, because he know's every type of guy that i date, and has only liked one of them. I'll end up ignoring whoever if he doesn't seem to like what he hears about them.
But Seriously, my brother is my favorite, he is such an ass, and that's what is so great about him. He is the one that i looked up to for such a long time, up until he graduated, and now i'm beginning to get a lot of respect back for him, and the things he is doing now.
As for the rest of my life.....
I got a new job, back in hemet. So i'll still be living in riverside but drive down during the week. I'll be working for the same people i did before i left town doing some kind of work on a construction site for the new hemet high school. 40 hours a week, but i'll have to be there around five in the morning. I'm just glad i won't be where i'm at now.
I'll be house sitting for my parents in july when they go to hawaii. Yes, i am really jealous!!
I might end up house sitting for my aunt, when she goes to visit jamie, when she has her baby.
I still hate boys right now, cause all of them are idiots, especially the ones i end up liking....
But i am excited because mike is back for the summer and we'll be able to hang out. Now that i'm not with david anymore something could possibly happen between us. That would be fun, because it wouldn't be anything serious.
Well that's all for now, i have to get back to work...
I'm supposed to call him back after i get off work. I really want to, but then again i don't. I'll end up spilling my guts about everything that's happened to me in the past year. Which really is nothing bad. Yeah i've been going drinking lately, but i'm not the one drinking, i'm the one carrying my best friend out because she can't even stand up. He'll ask me about the guys i've seen or am seeing. He'll tell me his opinion about them just from what he's hearing me say, and what's funny is he'll be right. He'll tell me they're not good enough, because he know's every type of guy that i date, and has only liked one of them. I'll end up ignoring whoever if he doesn't seem to like what he hears about them.
But Seriously, my brother is my favorite, he is such an ass, and that's what is so great about him. He is the one that i looked up to for such a long time, up until he graduated, and now i'm beginning to get a lot of respect back for him, and the things he is doing now.
As for the rest of my life.....
I got a new job, back in hemet. So i'll still be living in riverside but drive down during the week. I'll be working for the same people i did before i left town doing some kind of work on a construction site for the new hemet high school. 40 hours a week, but i'll have to be there around five in the morning. I'm just glad i won't be where i'm at now.
I'll be house sitting for my parents in july when they go to hawaii. Yes, i am really jealous!!
I might end up house sitting for my aunt, when she goes to visit jamie, when she has her baby.
I still hate boys right now, cause all of them are idiots, especially the ones i end up liking....
But i am excited because mike is back for the summer and we'll be able to hang out. Now that i'm not with david anymore something could possibly happen between us. That would be fun, because it wouldn't be anything serious.
Well that's all for now, i have to get back to work...