May 07, 2005 23:50
So i've had a interesting last couple of days!! Some fun, some sad, and some exciting!!! Things are so different and i like that in my life right now, nothing too serious, but nothing so unstable that i can't handle...
Last week one of my friends mom died. It was a very different experience for me. She's been one of my best friends throughout high school, and when i found out that her mom died I had no words to say to her. I felt really bad that i couldn't say anything, so i ended up calling her cause i knew that i should. I wanted to let her know i was there for her. She was okay with her mom being gone, and it was a little awkward, but in a sense good. She already knew that her mom was dying, and i guess came to terms with her parting. She was so strong when i went to visit her. She is an awesome girl, and i really couldn't tell you that i would be in the same state of mind if that happened to me. I really can't talk a lot about this cause it's too sad for me, but i really just wanted to say how much of a strong girl emily is and that i am so proud of her....
So last night was kinda different, i was in a really odd mood and was being a real bitch!!!I actually went off on one of my customers, and if anyone really knows me they know that i am really reserved until someone really pisses me off. This lady totally pissed me off, so i let her have it.... I was a total bitch to her and had my cousin be really surprised at the way i acted. I was proud of myself, cause i never do that and was happy that i actually stood up for myself...yay!!