my back is burning w/ fever.
maybe its the sunburn.
my computer was dead. its been rebirthed. thank god.
i saw johnjohn tonight, that made me so happy. we tlaked aobut people he never liked and how they ruined what i thought was the best part of my life and he was right for not liking them. he lives a street over i found out. he asked aobut ceci. i need to tell her that. acutally i just need to see her.
someone keeps leaving me annonymous comments. but they are sweet comments so theres no need to make thim annonymous. so whoever you are. i dont care. tell me who you are!
BEJAR QUIT!!!!!! one of my first smoking buddies QUIT! i cant believe it! i was so excited. i saw him tongiht at the boring qurry, and he was like LOUISA! i QUIT! and i was like ME TOO! and he quit a month ago too! haha i thought that was cool.
its not going to happen in a day. well im not asking for A DAY, i want it, and its been far more than a day since i have!
i got in a couple of HUGE fights last night. i was hurt AGAIN. i yelled AGAIN. and it got me nowhere AGAIN. but i wasnt expecting anything. i didnt even know i was going to see them. but i did. and it was awful. it dug up old emotions, new emotions. but nothing, absolutely NO good emotions. but im fine. i have been fine. last night made me unfine, but now im fine again!?
he told me i had no talent. well john thinks i do. and johns a nice person who doesnt stress people out. so im going to listen to him.
i want a kiss.
guess what. fish camp tomorrow. orientation/book pick up firday. worthless dreading school days saturday and sunday. monday im officially a senior. whoo hoo. (sarcastic as fuck)
bye.
my computer was dead. its been rebirthed. thank god.
i saw johnjohn tonight, that made me so happy. we tlaked aobut people he never liked and how they ruined what i thought was the best part of my life and he was right for not liking them. he lives a street over i found out. he asked aobut ceci. i need to tell her that. acutally i just need to see her.
someone keeps leaving me annonymous comments. but they are sweet comments so theres no need to make thim annonymous. so whoever you are. i dont care. tell me who you are!
BEJAR QUIT!!!!!! one of my first smoking buddies QUIT! i cant believe it! i was so excited. i saw him tongiht at the boring qurry, and he was like LOUISA! i QUIT! and i was like ME TOO! and he quit a month ago too! haha i thought that was cool.
its not going to happen in a day. well im not asking for A DAY, i want it, and its been far more than a day since i have!
i got in a couple of HUGE fights last night. i was hurt AGAIN. i yelled AGAIN. and it got me nowhere AGAIN. but i wasnt expecting anything. i didnt even know i was going to see them. but i did. and it was awful. it dug up old emotions, new emotions. but nothing, absolutely NO good emotions. but im fine. i have been fine. last night made me unfine, but now im fine again!?
he told me i had no talent. well john thinks i do. and johns a nice person who doesnt stress people out. so im going to listen to him.
i want a kiss.
guess what. fish camp tomorrow. orientation/book pick up firday. worthless dreading school days saturday and sunday. monday im officially a senior. whoo hoo. (sarcastic as fuck)
bye.