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yea thats right=about 8 days till john leaves for maryland on the 20th. although everyone except for two ppl said that it would never work. i know its the wrong thing to do, but im gonna give it a try, at least for a little while. after all we were friends for five years before we went out and i know we will always be, its just that i cant give up without at least trying. i have asked everyone. actually my girl julia in NY who i miss so much since last week! gave me the best advice so far. not completely what i wanted to hear, but it was a good compromise to try out, she said it has been working for her friend that has had a bf in college before that is now going out with someone who is gonna b a freshman at college this year like my john. so she gave me her friends number if i need advice badly cause she said she knows what shes talking about lol. i might give her a call soon. i just dont know what to do, i know EVERYONE says its a bad idea but i cant just let go when i Love him. nobody understands i just cant explain. but ya thats all dats been going on lately im pretty boring. yesterday i had a gymnastics meet and i got second place all-around, first on beam and third on floor exercise. i also cant wait to watch the olympics! lol so thats about it and i am also proud of myself for updating more than usual and even making comments. arent u guys pround haha. tomorrow i wanna goto the pool let me know if u wanna come with. peazz
*StEpHiE*
*StEpHiE*