... badddd
well.. i havent written in a while.. but i havent really been home. ive stayed at liz's house for the past.. eh.. i duno. like 3 or 4 days~ something like that.
i was supposed to stay at amandas.. but.. :'( and i guess i cant anymore.. sooo. :(
anywho* liz and i made jenna and savannahs presents for them and stuff.. on.. eh.. one night.. then went shopping one day. then that night.. was spose to go to Justins lil FB thing at bay oaks.. but.. didnt~
instead hung out with corey and zack.. went to DQ, then to walmart~ haha* then some place in Briarcliff, then to Jordans house. Timmy was there. i havent hung out with him in soo long. we talked alot and stuff.. hes changed and im really happy for him! weve been talkin on the phone and stuff for the past few days.. hes a good kid!! :)
i was spose to stay at amandas sat night.. but. i had wayy to much to drink ( i dont think ive drank soo much in my life.) i guess i couldnt move, couldnt talk, anything. and it was really bad.of course i remember nothing, only what ppl told me. sooo.. yeah. Justin came to amandas. and took me to Chris' or something.. cuz i couldnt stay there cuz i was really out of it.. Chris took care of me while Justin went to get liz or something cuz he didnt know what else to do. they were gunna take me to the hospital to get my stomach pumped, but didnt cuz they didnt know what my mom would do. so they took me to liz's house and told her dad and cathy, they all took care of me, and didnt get like any sleep.
i feel soo bad now. cuz ray and cathy know i drank and stuff.. and i duno.. i just feel bad. none of them got any sleep cuz of me. i scared the shit outta Justin, his hands all f*cked up cuz he hit the garage door and dented it and everything.
im not allowed to hang out with amanda anymore or liz's dad will tell my mom about everything. and i cant have him do that.. cuz my life would be over. its not amandas fault, or her moms. its mine! and everyone acts like it was amandas.. but it wasnt. im sorry amanda :'(
so sunday.. didnt do much.. cathys nieces came over for lunch and stuff.. ( had to act all good and stuff) liz and i took a nap cuz we were tired.. went to church :'(
went home.. then to Justins. we ate dinner and stuff.. then played monopoly with his brother and his brothers friend.. were gunna work things out.. :) or try.. and see how far that gets us for now~ soo.. yeah.. :)
i was sposed to go shopping with alisha, janine and cheryl today.. but i guess they changed plans on me and were going tomm!! lame! eh.. o0o well.
i am gunna go now.. and finish watching "days of our lives" <333 so i will talk to you later...
just remeber to be careful drinking.. i know NYE is tomm and all.. but PLEASE be careful.. its not something you should do..
<33 Melissa*
1) Name: Melissa
2) Birthday: June 7th
3) Zodiac sign: Gemini
4) Sex: female.
5) What time is it?: 1:24
LAST PERSON WHO...
6) Slept in your bed: meee
7) Saw you cry: omg.. like everyone..
8) Made you cry: Justin
9) Spent the night at your house: humm..??
10) You shared a drink with: dont member~
11) You went to the movies with: Justin
12) You went to the mall with: Liz
13) Yelled at you: mom
14) Sent you an email: some chick
15) Said they were going to kill you: duno.??
HAVE YOU EVER...
16) Said "I love you" and meant it? yes
17) Gotten into a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish/etc.?: i fight with my cat all the time! lol*
18) Been to New York? nope
19) Been to Florida?: lol* yupp
20) California?: almost.. i didnt talk my mom into it too well! lol*
21) Hawaii? no.. but i want to!
22) Mexico?: nah
23) China?: no wayyy
24) Canada?: yeah..
25) Danced naked?: lol*
26) Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day?: omg yes
27) Stalked someone?: lol* noo
28) Had a mud bath?: a mud facial thing yeah.. but no bath~
29) Wished you were the opposite sex?:they have it much easier.. but no
30) Had an imaginary friend?: ...
31) What time is it?: 1:29
32) Apples or bananas?: B a n a n a !
33) Red or blue?: red
34) Backstreet Boys or N Sync?: NYSYC..!
36) Spring or fall?: spring
37) Santa or Rudolph? Santa lol
38) Math or English?: MATH
39) What are you going to do after you finish this survey?: prob sleep! after i finish watchin days of our lives!! :)
40) What was the last food you ate?: shrimp alfredo! mmm
41) High school or college?: im goin to college
42) Are you bored?: omg yesss
43) How many buddies are on?: 9
44) Last movie you saw?: spiderman.. but again.. not the whole thing!!!
45) Last noise you heard?: comercials! ugh
ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS -
46) Laughs the weirdest?: duno?
47) Will grow up and be a model?: ER
48) Going to have the most kids?: ?
49) Have you known the longest?: Christina.. and ppl from Beach El
50) Is the loudest?: ?
51) Is the quietest?:?
52) Do you have the most classes with?: theatre ppl..
53) Is the weirdest?: umm.. lol*
54) Is the funniest?: all..
55) Is the moodiest?: hell....thats me!! haha*
56) Can you tell most of your secrets to?: Liz, Justin
57) Do you usually go to about all of your problems?: see above
THE LAST FEW QUESTIONS...
58) Last time you went out of the state: long time ago.....2 summers??
60) Things you like in a girl/guy?: one thats truthful.. and you can act goofy around! :)
61) Weirdest thing about you?: no idea??
62) Do you have a crush on someone?: yuuuuhhh
63) Do they know?: of course
65) What's his/her name?: Justin Wood
66) What do you think of ouija boards?: dont play them,,,
67) What book are you reading now?: umm.. nothin
68) What's on your mouse pad?: underwater with dolphins~
69) Favourite board game?: CLUE.. and scategories (christina! )
70) Favourite magazine?: Cosmo
71) Favourite smell?: ralph lauren romance.. and Justin! lol*
72) Worst feeling in the world?: feelin lonely....or worthless
73) What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: "what time is is??!" lol
74) Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters?: there both at the same time!
75) How many rings before you answer?: usually 2
76) Future daughter's name?: Alexa, Avery
77) Future son's name?: Devon, Dustin
78) Chocolate or vanilla?: a mixure!! haha*
79) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: yupp.. my piggies!! lol*
80) If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: lifeguard~!!
81) What is your favourite snapple?: pink lem lem!!
82) Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: Righty.
83) Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: Yeah.most of the time
84) What's under your bed?:umm.. stuff that i dont really use anymore..
85) Favourite sport to watch?: ...
86) What time is it?: 1:38
i was supposed to stay at amandas.. but.. :'( and i guess i cant anymore.. sooo. :(
anywho* liz and i made jenna and savannahs presents for them and stuff.. on.. eh.. one night.. then went shopping one day. then that night.. was spose to go to Justins lil FB thing at bay oaks.. but.. didnt~
instead hung out with corey and zack.. went to DQ, then to walmart~ haha* then some place in Briarcliff, then to Jordans house. Timmy was there. i havent hung out with him in soo long. we talked alot and stuff.. hes changed and im really happy for him! weve been talkin on the phone and stuff for the past few days.. hes a good kid!! :)
i was spose to stay at amandas sat night.. but. i had wayy to much to drink ( i dont think ive drank soo much in my life.) i guess i couldnt move, couldnt talk, anything. and it was really bad.of course i remember nothing, only what ppl told me. sooo.. yeah. Justin came to amandas. and took me to Chris' or something.. cuz i couldnt stay there cuz i was really out of it.. Chris took care of me while Justin went to get liz or something cuz he didnt know what else to do. they were gunna take me to the hospital to get my stomach pumped, but didnt cuz they didnt know what my mom would do. so they took me to liz's house and told her dad and cathy, they all took care of me, and didnt get like any sleep.
i feel soo bad now. cuz ray and cathy know i drank and stuff.. and i duno.. i just feel bad. none of them got any sleep cuz of me. i scared the shit outta Justin, his hands all f*cked up cuz he hit the garage door and dented it and everything.
im not allowed to hang out with amanda anymore or liz's dad will tell my mom about everything. and i cant have him do that.. cuz my life would be over. its not amandas fault, or her moms. its mine! and everyone acts like it was amandas.. but it wasnt. im sorry amanda :'(
so sunday.. didnt do much.. cathys nieces came over for lunch and stuff.. ( had to act all good and stuff) liz and i took a nap cuz we were tired.. went to church :'(
went home.. then to Justins. we ate dinner and stuff.. then played monopoly with his brother and his brothers friend.. were gunna work things out.. :) or try.. and see how far that gets us for now~ soo.. yeah.. :)
i was sposed to go shopping with alisha, janine and cheryl today.. but i guess they changed plans on me and were going tomm!! lame! eh.. o0o well.
i am gunna go now.. and finish watching "days of our lives" <333 so i will talk to you later...
just remeber to be careful drinking.. i know NYE is tomm and all.. but PLEASE be careful.. its not something you should do..
<33 Melissa*
1) Name: Melissa
2) Birthday: June 7th
3) Zodiac sign: Gemini
4) Sex: female.
5) What time is it?: 1:24
LAST PERSON WHO...
6) Slept in your bed: meee
7) Saw you cry: omg.. like everyone..
8) Made you cry: Justin
9) Spent the night at your house: humm..??
10) You shared a drink with: dont member~
11) You went to the movies with: Justin
12) You went to the mall with: Liz
13) Yelled at you: mom
14) Sent you an email: some chick
15) Said they were going to kill you: duno.??
HAVE YOU EVER...
16) Said "I love you" and meant it? yes
17) Gotten into a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish/etc.?: i fight with my cat all the time! lol*
18) Been to New York? nope
19) Been to Florida?: lol* yupp
20) California?: almost.. i didnt talk my mom into it too well! lol*
21) Hawaii? no.. but i want to!
22) Mexico?: nah
23) China?: no wayyy
24) Canada?: yeah..
25) Danced naked?: lol*
26) Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day?: omg yes
27) Stalked someone?: lol* noo
28) Had a mud bath?: a mud facial thing yeah.. but no bath~
29) Wished you were the opposite sex?:they have it much easier.. but no
30) Had an imaginary friend?: ...
31) What time is it?: 1:29
32) Apples or bananas?: B a n a n a !
33) Red or blue?: red
34) Backstreet Boys or N Sync?: NYSYC..!
36) Spring or fall?: spring
37) Santa or Rudolph? Santa lol
38) Math or English?: MATH
39) What are you going to do after you finish this survey?: prob sleep! after i finish watchin days of our lives!! :)
40) What was the last food you ate?: shrimp alfredo! mmm
41) High school or college?: im goin to college
42) Are you bored?: omg yesss
43) How many buddies are on?: 9
44) Last movie you saw?: spiderman.. but again.. not the whole thing!!!
45) Last noise you heard?: comercials! ugh
ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS -
46) Laughs the weirdest?: duno?
47) Will grow up and be a model?: ER
48) Going to have the most kids?: ?
49) Have you known the longest?: Christina.. and ppl from Beach El
50) Is the loudest?: ?
51) Is the quietest?:?
52) Do you have the most classes with?: theatre ppl..
53) Is the weirdest?: umm.. lol*
54) Is the funniest?: all..
55) Is the moodiest?: hell....thats me!! haha*
56) Can you tell most of your secrets to?: Liz, Justin
57) Do you usually go to about all of your problems?: see above
THE LAST FEW QUESTIONS...
58) Last time you went out of the state: long time ago.....2 summers??
60) Things you like in a girl/guy?: one thats truthful.. and you can act goofy around! :)
61) Weirdest thing about you?: no idea??
62) Do you have a crush on someone?: yuuuuhhh
63) Do they know?: of course
65) What's his/her name?: Justin Wood
66) What do you think of ouija boards?: dont play them,,,
67) What book are you reading now?: umm.. nothin
68) What's on your mouse pad?: underwater with dolphins~
69) Favourite board game?: CLUE.. and scategories (christina! )
70) Favourite magazine?: Cosmo
71) Favourite smell?: ralph lauren romance.. and Justin! lol*
72) Worst feeling in the world?: feelin lonely....or worthless
73) What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: "what time is is??!" lol
74) Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters?: there both at the same time!
75) How many rings before you answer?: usually 2
76) Future daughter's name?: Alexa, Avery
77) Future son's name?: Devon, Dustin
78) Chocolate or vanilla?: a mixure!! haha*
79) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: yupp.. my piggies!! lol*
80) If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: lifeguard~!!
81) What is your favourite snapple?: pink lem lem!!
82) Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: Righty.
83) Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: Yeah.most of the time
84) What's under your bed?:umm.. stuff that i dont really use anymore..
85) Favourite sport to watch?: ...
86) What time is it?: 1:38