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I am in desperate need of a vacation.
Sometimes I feel as though I carry the world's problems on my shoulders. I shouldn't do this. Easier said than done, I guess.
I have been in a horribly negative mood for the past two days. Could be coincidental that I don't feel well. People and their drama are irritating me more than usual.
Recent events have further confused me. I sometimes am concerned I will remain in this spiral for a long time. I don't know. I guess I don't know exactly what I want. Which is exactly what I do everytime something makes me uncomfortable.
I guess my own future lies in my own hands. Imagine that.
I have been trying to keep a diary of 5-10 things each day that make me smile. Unfortunately, I was unable to find anything since last Wednesday. Which is ridiculous. It is amazing how much people take for granted what they have.
TODAY:
1.) Finally downloaded a song that I have been searching for a while. (can't understand barely any words..)
My toes have been numb lately. I can't imagine that being good. I think I should lay off wearing heels for a while. But I have someone I am trying to see eye to eye to!!
For every win, someone must fail, but there comes a point when we exhale
Sometimes I feel as though I carry the world's problems on my shoulders. I shouldn't do this. Easier said than done, I guess.
I have been in a horribly negative mood for the past two days. Could be coincidental that I don't feel well. People and their drama are irritating me more than usual.
Recent events have further confused me. I sometimes am concerned I will remain in this spiral for a long time. I don't know. I guess I don't know exactly what I want. Which is exactly what I do everytime something makes me uncomfortable.
I guess my own future lies in my own hands. Imagine that.
I have been trying to keep a diary of 5-10 things each day that make me smile. Unfortunately, I was unable to find anything since last Wednesday. Which is ridiculous. It is amazing how much people take for granted what they have.
TODAY:
1.) Finally downloaded a song that I have been searching for a while. (can't understand barely any words..)
My toes have been numb lately. I can't imagine that being good. I think I should lay off wearing heels for a while. But I have someone I am trying to see eye to eye to!!
For every win, someone must fail, but there comes a point when we exhale