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So, I skipped math class today. I hate school right now and don't want to go back. I sat in my car for an hour debating whether I should go to math, or simply bail. I bailed. I went to half-price books and the health food store biding my time to not look too suspicious. Then came home and lied about class being cancelled.
I went to talk to my counselor about dropping my online class. It's not that I don't like it, I really do, it's just not for me. I like class discussions, I like interaction. Unfortunately, I did not have the same lady who I had when I started. This lady told me I wasn't "commited enough for college" and that "it wasn't high school", which may be to my suprise. I didn't run out of her office and cry, but it just confirmed to me even more that I hate school. I know college is about growing and all that crap, but it's not for me. I also know that I should be strong and go back so I can prove the lady wrong. But maybe she's right. Maybe I'm not really commited enough for college. Maybe all of my grammar school teachers were right, I'm not going to become anything.
Hey, atleast if I dropped out, I could see my daughter more then a couple hours a day. I really need to work on becoming a trophy wife anyway.
I went to talk to my counselor about dropping my online class. It's not that I don't like it, I really do, it's just not for me. I like class discussions, I like interaction. Unfortunately, I did not have the same lady who I had when I started. This lady told me I wasn't "commited enough for college" and that "it wasn't high school", which may be to my suprise. I didn't run out of her office and cry, but it just confirmed to me even more that I hate school. I know college is about growing and all that crap, but it's not for me. I also know that I should be strong and go back so I can prove the lady wrong. But maybe she's right. Maybe I'm not really commited enough for college. Maybe all of my grammar school teachers were right, I'm not going to become anything.
Hey, atleast if I dropped out, I could see my daughter more then a couple hours a day. I really need to work on becoming a trophy wife anyway.