Sep 19, 2004 20:44
Oh. :'(
Just found a letter I wrote to Carrie over two years ago, but never gave to her.
Carrie,
I miss you more than I have ever missed anyone else. I think that the main reason is that I don’t really get to see how you’re growing up anymore. We used to be door-to-door, side-by-side, and now every time I see you, I realize something new out on which I’m missing, and I wish that I could still be a big part of your life, because you’re my best friend. But I’ve known you long enough to be able to guess fairly accurately what will be different about you. I know how you take new situations - you adjust so easily that it’s incredible, and you take everything new as another stride in your life. You are the perfect friend. You are always joking around, making me laugh, but when I need to know that someone’s there to help me, you’re always there. I love you.
Wow.
That sucks.
How depressing.
I wish she was alive. And happy. I miss her.