Sep 11, 2004 21:59
well im kind of worried right now but me tell u the good stuff first
Friday:
on friday i went school and it sucked and i was supposed to take the bus to sarahs cause it was her b-day and we planed to play for some people but as soon as i was about to get on her bus i realized my amp was @ my house so i had to go to my house and i figured my mom wouldbe home to take me and my shit to sarahs. BUT it turns out she wasent home and like im ready to walk with all my shit hahahah but then my mom pulled and she took me. So i got there and then a bunch of people got there and we played and the drums were amazing(sarah got new cymbals) and SHE GOT SO MUCH BETTER holey crap by the time she is twenty she will be god hahahah anyways. after that i went and chilled with emily (she was mad @ me for a while :() but @ least i got to see her god i love her lol. and then they left. me ryan and sarah hung out and when i fell asleep they wrote on me and its in like the worst place and its like impposible to wash off(the back of my arm).
Today:
well to day we woke up and hung out for a little and then we practiced and sarahs mom was taking me home. So as soon as we were leaving the complex we saw anthony drive by so we waited for him to drive back (because no one was there obviusly) so we started to plan the day right there in the middle of the street...heres how it was supposed to go:
Go to the 911 parade
then go to work
come home and get clean
go to Ruby Tuesday's
go to Anthony's aunts house
wake up @ 5 to go to work
Here's how it went:
i came home and i was talkin to my mom with anthony for a bit and i was liek so when is dad taking me to work and shes liek hes not and i was like o great w/e so i just took chris and alex to the 9/11 parade and then we brought them home and went and got the car then i took a shower and when i got out i was like walking around with a towel on and anthony thought it would be funny to through BAKING SODA all over me WHILE I WAS WET NO LESS. so i had to take another shower >:O. when i got out i got some money got dressed and we went to sarahs to go get ryan and sarah. then we went to his aunts and we started talking to his uncle then i guess his mom called and i guess his mom called and she said i couldnt work with them tomorrow because i wasent insured? like it was a certified business in the first place? ahhh fuck it i guess il have somemore work to do some other time lol. so then we were like fuck it and went out to eat @ the mall and emily and emily(hahah sounds liek a lawyer thingy) came and we all went to eat at Ruby Tuesday's. well we were half way done eating and the waiter came over ans goes " foods on us get out of the building." I was like What the fuck is going on. so im gunna give you (the reader) a flash back for a second|||............. when me and anthony were on our way to pick up sarah and ryan he said, " i bet u 5 bucks theres gunna be a terroist threat and or attack to day.".............||| well...i guess i owe anthony 5 bucks:-/...we all huried our asses out of Ruby Tuesday's and when we look outside...The Hole Mall is outside. so this just freaked me out a little more. so i went home with anthony gave my emily whom i love so much a kiss goodbye. i gave ryan a hug, and then sarah. and the whole time home all me and anthony did as we fed our addiction was think about how torn we would be if anythign happened to any of our friends. and now im gunna write about how i feel about all of this.
My View:
today...well today was...today. An unexplainble day. who would of thought that any of it would happen? Just sitting with My best friends and my beautiful girl friend having fun and then all of the sudden it happened.
Ryan, Sarah, Anthony, And I...have a dream. we have this powerful devotion to getting somewhere with the thing we love the most. Music. Music is our lives. And the thought of some angry people across the sea and a president that should commit suicide is putting negitive energy towards our dreams...pisses me the fuck off. I know nothing probably happened after we left. And i know that it was probably some kids being stupid.BUT what if it wasent? what if it was the real deal? what if our lives and all our friends and family that were @ that mall were now gone? and what if the 2 main causes of it were the 2 things i metioned before? my point made...
emily- i love you so increadbly much...you mean the world to me.
Peace, Dan.