May 05, 2004 21:49
Hi...still alive.
Had to work, but rushed home to watch OC. I start consolidation tomorrow... 3-11. That should be interesting. I am just trying to put on a great big smile for it and hope it goes by quickly...I figure it won't go by quick if I pout and whine about it. Morgan was supposed to be on the same shifts as me and now she isn't...so I am mad but it is out of my control. She would have been on another floor anyway.
Lori is down which is sweet! She just flew down one day,from Calgary to see everybody, she is staying for almost a month.Her daughter Starleena is 7 months old and the cutest thing ever. I have baby fever so bad...I want to be married and have babies and a pug and yay! Okay so I know I am getting ahead of myself but...I still have the urge.
I organized the Graduation dinner for our class, as well as gifts for five of our teachers and other end of school things...I have too much on my plate and it feels like I am getting more and more crap for it...that sucks!
I am tired and fed up and I keep forgetting things and misplacing things...ahhhh! Enough I just want to punch a few people but honestly I am doing better. I am happy and laughing, and much more comfortable and good. Just frustrated easily that's all.
I just want to have a big Island put all my friends on it for a month or so and just relax in the sun. A bar, clear water, bright sun, hot sand, good laughs and a great time. No worries. You know what I mean. I guess I need to win the lottery.
I am going to go now.