I'm up and wide awake despite being worn out. The 3 mere hours of sleep last night plus the early day this morning has yet to knock me out. I've been conversing with several people and I am reminded of the ugly side of human beings on a whole. I am even more than alarmed to be reminded of the fragility of mankind. People come and go, it's a gentle reminder every now and then that this moment I'm enjoying or going through might just be the very last. I shouldn't let this devil of the past come into the present life I'm having. I don't wanna live in days of constant fear, the doubts running through my head at every single moment awake. I need to battle it, or face destruction.