my angels.

Nov 21, 2008 23:57





Having cleared PART of my email inbox,
I discovered:

Emails dated all the way back to 2006.
5000+ email notifications from FACEBOOK.
200+ email notifications from NPMail Alert.
138 emails from St James which I don't even frequent.
71 LJ comment notifications I've posted.
58 Youtube-related emails.
2000+ email notifications from FRIENDSTER. ( Passe man! )
I still have 2183 unread emails as of now.

WTF.

Anyway, today was a relatively good day.
I suppose seeing my angels really perked me up.
Hearing them call out my name, even if they like to call me BabyCynthia, it's a form of delight.
Even if they teased me as a monster cause I'm WAYYYY too tall as compared to them,
I know, that they do love me unconditionally.
That's Love.
Genuine and True.

I'd love to post pictures of my angels up.
Real soon I suppose.
Afterall, the image files are DAMN HUGE.
I need to get em' resized with that new programme I got.

Anyway, it was real fun today as I dolled the angels up today.
They were delighted to have pink cheeks and purple eyes like Teacher Cynthia (ME!)
Seeing them happy makes me happy.

I spoke to WeeMee and was asked the same question once more.
Maybe, I will consider it part-time before I pursue my degree.

On the other hand, I spoke to my mum today.
She is supportive of my pursue of a degree in Aussie.
Even if it means picking up a study loan.
Maybe, I'm moving a step closer to realizing my dreams.

But I'm a step further away from you.
Even before I leave if I do.
That saddens me.
But maybe once more, I'm just being defensive.



Maybe it's the flu bug.

delighted, junk, momentarily relief, being defensive, ramblings of a bored one, moments to be held close to the heart

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