thoughts aplenty.
Today has been a day so tiring.
A day of insanity that I finally gave in to the SMS(Sleepy Mel Syndrome) bug and fell asleep during lecture. Despite 'calls' from the lecturer, I still slept. Urrgh! Anyway, these bunch of fellas, esp ZL, woke me up. Of course, they got it from me.
After a good power nap, i was revitalized!
Or so I thought. I started BUGGING people beside me.
Headed off to Bugis, NLB to do my research work but to no avail. I suppose I do dislike having to worry, to think of stuff so upsetting. It just simple puts my mind in the wrong place altogether. Thank you my love for trying to talk sense into me, but stuff as such, just isn't as simple as it seems. After all, Rome wasn't built in merely a day or so.
But still, I hope that at the end of the day, what ever my decision may be, I'd like to ask of you to support me. People change, no doubt, I've changed too.
Anyway, after the futile trip to the NLB and the silly SD card incident, I opted for a bus ride home to sort my thoughts out. Awaiting at that very busy stop made me fall deeper into my thoughts. Carrying the ultimately HEAVY bag made things worse. My shoulder is just getting weaker as the days whiz me by.
Maybe, it is just me. I've changed. For the better or worse, no one's to judge. You're not me. And it might seem like I'm being defensive, but well, let's just face it. I am.
And well, to bring those silly thoughts to bed with me for there are just too many other stuff to fret over in the weeks to come. I can't afford to lose track of my road I've pathed, the plans I've already made.
And for that, I'm selfish. We all are.
