♥ 1am thoughts.
I've been so stressed out of late, and I've been doing some thinking over the past few days.
I kinda realise that I haven't been happy this semester. As much as the pretty good grades made me happy, I was miserable for having broke down a couple of times this semester. This dawn upon me when I was re-reading conversations. I've been so busy pursuing academic achievements, only to neglect my mental health;. I've been so stressed out countless times, and the endless nightmares are evident proof of my stress. I'd find myself drained every week, especially during Tuesdays. It's been horrid. As much as I'm glad that it's all coming to an end, I'm wondering if it's all work the fight.
I can just do what I can, without stressing myself so much for excellent grades. I've been pushing myself far too much, only to realise it when it's all over. Ironic isn't it?
Anyway, I've been enjoying myself for the past few days, and really taking time off for myself. There's so much I wanna achieve after Thursday's paper's over. Let's just see what I can cook up! (: