♥ neglected.
This blog is sooooo neglected. I've been so busy with school and classes that I pratically leave one or two liners here as and when I feel like it. Gone were the days whereby I randomly update my life once in a while. Isn't that the whole purpose of this blog to begin with?
Anyway, I've been thinking, thinking lately. Wondering if blogging is really right. How public do I wanna be? Then again, how private would I want my life to be? I want to share bits and pieces, nuggets of information about my life. Perhaps my thoughts and feelings too. Then again, I've an image I need to uphold. Maybe.. maybe.. someday, I'll go private.
Cheeseeee, it's already Feb, and in another 11 hours or so, it'll be Valentine's Day, as well as the Lunar New Year. It all seems to have happened yesterday. Looking back last night while I was in deep thought, I thought of this very day last year, where I was in Bangkok. Things have changed.
From a girl who was all lost and fearful, I've grown, I've matured. Gone are the days of fearing the nearing future. Gone are the days of heartaches. Sometimes, I really think that being single has it's perks. Though the down side is equally bad. I've grown to be much wiser in my thoughts, and also more forgiving.
Having completed the Live Like You Were Dying series, life has changed. I've been transformed. As cliche as it may seem, I've grown to speak sweeter. This is especially so to those few people in my life. I am not perfect, and try as I might, I'm still learning. I've learned to love deeper, though this bit is still very much debatable. I still get annoyed. I still dislike people. But try as I might, I'm learning to love. Like this quote Love thy neighbour as yourself. This is probably one of the largest obstacle in my growth. I've learned to give forgiveness too. It's this sense of freedom, this sense of liberty when I let go of things that hurt me, and those that I've hurt. I'm learning to forgive myself, and also those who've let me down. I'm glad that I've made thinga right with several people. As as for those who have yet to forgive me for my doings, I've only got to keep praying, and trusting that He will do what's best for me. (: Last but not least, I'm learning to embrace eternity. As essential as wordly possessions are, how prepared am I when it comes to meeting God? Seriously, tomorrow may just not come.
We'll never know what tomorrow may bring, so embrace today! (: