3 years ago, today. I was a kid, all lost in this messy world. Feeling all out of place, seeking approval from all sorts of people around me, wanting to be accepted. Here's an extract from 3 years back:
why did u come and go?
bring me so much joy yet all that is left is sorrow.
bitterness fills my heart,
that void no one will ever replace.
for the pain i experience,
the sorrows that fills my mind,
there's no one to be there.
empty promises rings in my mind.
but i must be strong.
for i am the only one i can trust.
It just reminds me of Jason, which somehow, has this special spot in my heart. I suppose everyone who has been part of my life has a part to play in some part of my life. It just made me realise that people come and go. And ultimately, after seeking approval from so many people in my life, I've come to realise that the only person I should be seeking approval from is none other than God.
God bless! (: