♥ broken hearted.
Assumptions are just about the worse thing ever. After all the planning, I suppose I thought I could count on those few whom I thought would be there to be there till the end. I've been questioning myself, the reason behind this party this Saturday. What exactly am I doing this for if not that I want those I love to share this special 'moment' with me? Till now, it's probably just crystal clear. I'm just disappointed, maybe a lil' more than disappointed. I just shouldn't have pinned hopes of any sorts.
I don't know what to be feeling, nor what to expect. Such thoughts shouldn't bring about tears to my eyes, it really shouldn't. I really thought you'd be there for me, I suppose I just shouldn't have expected, nor assumed.
Like someone once mentioned, w/o hope brings surprises. Hoping will only lead to disappointment. How ironically true.