I want to know.
There are so many things for which I'm seeking an answer for.
But as much as I want to know, some things are just out of my control.
I seek, and you avoid as best as you can.
Please don't let these emotions run wild like the way it's on a wild rampage.
As far as I know, these emotions are too tough to gain control of.
I'm not good at this, we all know it.
On the other hand, I'm filled with emotions aplenty, things that I can't seem to rid.
It's been a long weekend, not that a weekend feels like one anyway.
The week has been tough, really tough.
I've been up and I've been down.
I've been riding on the emotional rollercoaster, being hoisted to heights I never knew existed.
Thrown into deep dark corners of my heart that I never knew ever lived.
I've been in so much doubt that I myself, am amazed by the questions my mind is capable of seeking.
I've been out a lot, and sometimes, I've been doing things I know I shouldn't be doing.
But well, all these have to go, somehow.
School's starting proper tomorrow.
I'm pretty excited in ways that I didn't realise till now.
I've been looking through my notes and stuff and it has surprised me to no end.
I'm actually going back to school!
Maybe, there's some good in this after all.