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You know how I fall in love so easily? It's bullshit. You don't get over people you truly love. There have been 3. Maybe only 2, I dunno, the third one died. Maybe I wasn't in love, but I will never forget his face. The anniversary of his death is on the ninth. It's funny, I met him through one of my other loves. Is that weird? I didn't leave one for the other or anything, it was a couple years later that anything came up. I miss them both. I still talk to Mark on occasion. Robert all the time. I don't talk about Seth. I sometimes wish I could, no one gets it though. For some reason everyone wants to talk about my other ex that died. The one I dated when I was 15. Woo, we weren't even friends anymore. Not that I didn't grieve, its just different. Seth called me 4 hours before he was found dead. I ignored it. It still kills me.