Then I set fire to our bed.
Oh gawd! I've got orientation tomorrow. I'm crazy nervous. I know I shouldn't be, but knowing that and feeling it are never the same thing. At least I don't have to comply with the dress code until Tuesday.
I'm such a commitmentphobe. I'm wondering if I'm going to stick with it. I haven't figured out the city buses quite yet and I have a feeling that might help. I still haven't gotten my license reinstated, much less have a vehicle yet. On top of that, I have this feeling of dread and I don't think I'm going to like the people in my class. I know I'm there for a cosmetology license, not friends, but I'd really prefer a place where I get along. I'm too outspoken to be around a bunch of snotty gossipy girls all day. That's pretty much all I've heard about the girls there so far. I know I really shouldn't be taking in hearsay, but the few times I've been there for paperwork and scheduling, the amtosphere kind of had that feel to it.
I'm pretty sure I'm just nervous and seeing everything all in a jaded perspective, but I'm putting myself into debt for this. I'm not used to being responsible for anything.
It probably doesn't help that my hair looks horrid lately.
I'm such a commitmentphobe. I'm wondering if I'm going to stick with it. I haven't figured out the city buses quite yet and I have a feeling that might help. I still haven't gotten my license reinstated, much less have a vehicle yet. On top of that, I have this feeling of dread and I don't think I'm going to like the people in my class. I know I'm there for a cosmetology license, not friends, but I'd really prefer a place where I get along. I'm too outspoken to be around a bunch of snotty gossipy girls all day. That's pretty much all I've heard about the girls there so far. I know I really shouldn't be taking in hearsay, but the few times I've been there for paperwork and scheduling, the amtosphere kind of had that feel to it.
I'm pretty sure I'm just nervous and seeing everything all in a jaded perspective, but I'm putting myself into debt for this. I'm not used to being responsible for anything.
It probably doesn't help that my hair looks horrid lately.