I'll never write a song, won't even sing along.
I just worked at the fair for the last nine days straight. It was horrid and amazing at the same time. I got in for free and was working the morning shift when nobody worth talking to was there, but then I didn't get a day off so my sleepy time has been a mess. Also, people are assholes. Anyways, I've been averaging about 5 hours a night. I should be asleep now, but the roomie put my wine in the fridge. Personal opinion, red wine is gross at anything other than room temperature. So, I waited till it was drinkable and now can't sleep. I know, I'm awesomely dumb sometimes.
Anyways, the 17 year old broke his phone and I have no way of getting a hold of him. I'm so hung up/distraught as fuck. Of course he doesn't remember my number. He randomly ran into my favorite homo and told him to tell me he's sorry and will reach me when he can. Fucking boys. Neither of them thought to write down my number. I don't know what I'll do when I see him next. Part of me wants to punch him in the face, but then he's kinda the most amazing person I've ever met. Worst part is I almost had him outta my system when the homo delivered the message. Now I can't stop thinking about him and it's making me mopey. I dunno. I haven't fallen this hard for anybody so quickly ever.
I'm kinda seeing other people. By that I mean I've gone on dates with 3 guys and was messing around with this other guy. I'd given up on Ricky. I didn't know about the broken phone and just assumed he'd realized I was too old for him and carry baggage. It's kind of eating me up inside.
On a lighter note, I went out with my brother on Friday. It was my friend's birthday party. It was Lady Gaga themed and at my favorite bar. It got better, we dressed my brother in drag. It's a little depressing that he looks better in a skirt than me, but it's okay. I'm happy we're talking again. I did, however, lose my phone and get far too wasted. Least I didn't wind up in any trouble. I remember having fun and made karaoke plans for Thursday. I hope Laura's not mad. She and my brother's break-up was awful. Karaoke is kind of our thing for almost 2 years now, but she's moving and never goes out with me anymore anyways. Still. She's my best friend. Oh well.
BTW, I just looked at myself in the mirror and realized again that I am ridiculously attractive.
Anyways, the 17 year old broke his phone and I have no way of getting a hold of him. I'm so hung up/distraught as fuck. Of course he doesn't remember my number. He randomly ran into my favorite homo and told him to tell me he's sorry and will reach me when he can. Fucking boys. Neither of them thought to write down my number. I don't know what I'll do when I see him next. Part of me wants to punch him in the face, but then he's kinda the most amazing person I've ever met. Worst part is I almost had him outta my system when the homo delivered the message. Now I can't stop thinking about him and it's making me mopey. I dunno. I haven't fallen this hard for anybody so quickly ever.
I'm kinda seeing other people. By that I mean I've gone on dates with 3 guys and was messing around with this other guy. I'd given up on Ricky. I didn't know about the broken phone and just assumed he'd realized I was too old for him and carry baggage. It's kind of eating me up inside.
On a lighter note, I went out with my brother on Friday. It was my friend's birthday party. It was Lady Gaga themed and at my favorite bar. It got better, we dressed my brother in drag. It's a little depressing that he looks better in a skirt than me, but it's okay. I'm happy we're talking again. I did, however, lose my phone and get far too wasted. Least I didn't wind up in any trouble. I remember having fun and made karaoke plans for Thursday. I hope Laura's not mad. She and my brother's break-up was awful. Karaoke is kind of our thing for almost 2 years now, but she's moving and never goes out with me anymore anyways. Still. She's my best friend. Oh well.
BTW, I just looked at myself in the mirror and realized again that I am ridiculously attractive.