May 01, 2007 17:42
I got an e-mail today from my past. I started thinking about how much I've grown since I actually knew that person. Quite a bit, I'd say. This year has been a year of significant growth. I've matured in my thinking and acting. Every day is a new step up to me. I don't know how to respond to this e-mail. I'm not that same person that I was when I knew this person. Is it even worth it to respond. I guess if that person reads this, it shall be a response. I don't hold resentment towards anyone right now. I never have been able to hold any kind of anger towards anyone for very long. I am doing extremely well. My life seems to be going exactly the way I want it to, although maybe not ideal. It seems to be going along a good path. I have been enlightened by various life experiences, whether good or bad. Sure, some I would rather not have. Actually, if I had not experienced some parts of my life I might not be the person I am right now. I happen to love the person I am, which is a major improvement from the time I knew this person. Sorry to be so cryptic. I just don't want to reveal this person. Because it is not about them. This journal is for my reflections on life. I'm in a good place. And although I would rather not have what happened to me, it has happened. I moved on. I love many people, including a great boyfriend. I still feel a certain tinge of sadness due to past events but that is how life goes. Life happens. I wouldn't have it any other way.