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Today is two weeks for me and Joe :D I am a dork. I just started back up with nursing classes on Friday and they're freaking the hell out of me!!!!! I have to graduate by next May which leaves no room for error. I wonder sometimes if I hadn't been distracted by certain people last year if I would have made it through already. I'm pretty sure I might not have dropped it if I had been passing. But I was too busy with the distractions of my broken heart and then the next guy to really apply myself.
There are so many things I would change if I could. Saying no to drugs that first time (hurray I've been clean for almost 3 months!), drinking so much, my self-destructive choices on the people I surrounded myself with... almost everything from the past year.
ARGHHH!!!!!!! I HATE MY FUCKING PHONE!!!!!! Ever since fucking Sam knocked it into the fucking toilet last december its been seriously fucking up. FUCK!!!! It's gotten really bad today and I can't get a new phone til my contract runs out in December since I wanna switch to T-Mobile. Of all the things that kid did to me, I'm probably most pissed right now about my phone. Fucking psychotic bastard. I should have let him jump out of my car at 60 mph that night when he tried. Is it wrong to be amused by that thought?
There are so many things I would change if I could. Saying no to drugs that first time (hurray I've been clean for almost 3 months!), drinking so much, my self-destructive choices on the people I surrounded myself with... almost everything from the past year.
ARGHHH!!!!!!! I HATE MY FUCKING PHONE!!!!!! Ever since fucking Sam knocked it into the fucking toilet last december its been seriously fucking up. FUCK!!!! It's gotten really bad today and I can't get a new phone til my contract runs out in December since I wanna switch to T-Mobile. Of all the things that kid did to me, I'm probably most pissed right now about my phone. Fucking psychotic bastard. I should have let him jump out of my car at 60 mph that night when he tried. Is it wrong to be amused by that thought?