Confession...
I have a confession to make for those who have been following my entries. Everything that has been said was nothing but frabricated truths that I have hoped to happened. However when I have ever mentioned that I miss him or wishes that he calls is straight from the heart. I finally took up the courage and told him that i had feelings for him last night. But I dare not have the courage to hear his answer. Deep down I want to know but at the same time I don't. It is a 50/50 chance. If I don't know it then it means that I still have HOPE. Even though I feel that he does feel something, I dare not know. To me what matters the most is that our friendship will not change to the worst.