the BIG question of the day
im sooo confused...i wanan know if i hurt liek kayla or joleen....bc seriosuly this year everything is like different and i dotn want it to be different...last year every weekend pretty much we were together...me and kayla at least..n summer too we were together alot..now this year...i havent spent one weekend with either of them..i realize that muvico sucks..but its like not even the movie thing...like their always going over eachothers house like danielle and ashley are alwasy talking and yah i know me and them never hung out really that much after school anyways...but its just the fact that im never invited in their plans over the weekend..it bothers me i wanna know if i did any thing to them to make them not want me around them..i mean i try not to be annoying...and i really hurts when at school on monday they are laughing and talkign about their weekend when i have no clue what their talking about..i guess its kinda lame of me to be all upset and crap i mean if they dont wanna hang out iwht me why shud i wanan hang out wiht them..but its liek ive been soo close to kayla for a while and liek i really love her shes sucha good frend...maybe everything mean ive ever done to them is really and truly catching up to me?..if that is the real case of this total blow-off..im real sorry i guess its a shytty thing to do..u kno say sorry now bc im liek stuffed in the corner on the weekends and sumtimes even at skool...but yah if your reading this kayla or joleen...can u fill me in on why i dnt really get invited to the movies or anything any more...thnks
.. amberEe ..
.. amberEe ..