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Sorry, this is going to be a kind of rant-ish entry, but right now I just can't help myself because I'm feeling too irritated. I usually don't let random unimportant stuff get to me, but I do have an extremely sensitive point when it comes to unfairness. Yes, whenever I sense me, or any other person is a victim of injustice I just fire up from the inside or something, I honestly don't know why.
So yeah, by now you probably suspected that I was the victim of something like this, haha, and not only me really. I'm too tired to describe everything in details, but there's this girl who spreads super exaggerated truth lies about other people to make her feel better about herself, or rather, to make others feel like she's some kind of a saint going through so much stuff ~all alone~ (except for a couple of friends she whines to, really *sarcasm*). So of course, some of the people she complains to actually believe everything because, well, they're friends and she is pretty good at faking being nice, if I do say so myself. This is when everything gets really awkward and even upsetting at some points, because I barely know those people, why do I have to constantly fear they have some kind of agenda against me just because they're her friends? Maybe I like them, maybe I want to get to know them better! But no, apparently, my sins are too big :'D The funny thing, her endless troubles are reversed, if anything. Nevertheless, I'm very grateful to her friends who actually didn't believe her, even though I can't judge those who DID believe her. So... I think I explained all this really badly, sorry! I guess I just kind of wanted to let it out, haha. I'm not going to say who I'm talking about (because, sadly, I can't step down to her level), but I believe it's still pretty obvious to those invloved, especially her if she sees this entry.
... now I feel like mentally hitting my brain for letting her stuff get to me and whining afterwards, lmao. Then again, I feel so much better now :)
So yeah, by now you probably suspected that I was the victim of something like this, haha, and not only me really. I'm too tired to describe everything in details, but there's this girl who spreads super exaggerated truth lies about other people to make her feel better about herself, or rather, to make others feel like she's some kind of a saint going through so much stuff ~all alone~ (except for a couple of friends she whines to, really *sarcasm*). So of course, some of the people she complains to actually believe everything because, well, they're friends and she is pretty good at faking being nice, if I do say so myself. This is when everything gets really awkward and even upsetting at some points, because I barely know those people, why do I have to constantly fear they have some kind of agenda against me just because they're her friends? Maybe I like them, maybe I want to get to know them better! But no, apparently, my sins are too big :'D The funny thing, her endless troubles are reversed, if anything. Nevertheless, I'm very grateful to her friends who actually didn't believe her, even though I can't judge those who DID believe her. So... I think I explained all this really badly, sorry! I guess I just kind of wanted to let it out, haha. I'm not going to say who I'm talking about (because, sadly, I can't step down to her level), but I believe it's still pretty obvious to those invloved, especially her if she sees this entry.
... now I feel like mentally hitting my brain for letting her stuff get to me and whining afterwards, lmao. Then again, I feel so much better now :)